Anyway, he came in shortly and I really can't take it so had to go back home and rest. Before leaving the office, he made me a glass of eno , it did help to relief the bloated feeling. I have been eating small meals thru out the day even though I don't really wanna eat. But just had to for the intake of medication.
Well, the fact that I can sit up and blog does means that I am feeling better. I am praying not to get bloated again. Why do I get so much air in my tummy? =( Why does being sick makes one so vulnerable ? I simply loathe such feelings.
You know something? I realised I haven't been rambling about such things on my blog for awhile. I used to blog quite a fair bit about my personal life and feelings..but stopped after I get all the stupid crappy comments from undesirable readers.
I think we are all afraid of being alone and the feeling of loneliness. Been sick makes me more sensitive to such stupid feeling.. like 'hey, where is everyone?' Suddenly everyone around me seems to disappear and I try to cling on to the one who shows concern.. which is so so wrong. Rest assure I wouldn't fall into such traps. Some of you may wanna ask ..don't you even miss him?